.......yeeeeeeah I kinda forgot this website existed for a little while >.>........

Well.... I made it to my first year in college.

When I first arrived, I was running around like hell, and it pissed me off, but after a while I started enjoying myself. I don't have that many classes, and I don't have to get up as early as I did for high school. Plus today I have a 5-hour gap in between classes, I'll just draw, or something.

As for sadhaven's tag post, I'll do it.... I just don't have 7 LJ friends to tag >.>.... sorry.

1) I'm a Procrastinator! All who are like me, UNITE TOMORROW!!!!!

2) I don't like to be cramped at home. When I am, I pace a lot.

3) I crack my neck a lot, which people find disgusting.

4) I am irritant about waking up by an alarm clock, regardless of time. Let it be 7, 9, or noon even, I will hesitate.

5) People claim me to be a smartass. Admitingly it IS a fact, HOWEVER............. I have nothing to say, I can be quite the smartass.

6) I draw under the most absurd conditions. At school, 2 in the morning, and so on.

7) As much as I like to draw on my spare time, I can never seem to bring myself to drawing anything other than people.

....Sorry after 5 I kinda ran out of thoughts.

....wow.... it's been fucking long since I've uploaded, but I did.... More fan art of characters I helped create XD.

Merry Christmas everyone.

Guess I should post cuz I haven't in a while.

I got a job, and I'm going to college in January.

And today is c4nt1nu's birthday. He's 18 now. Happy birthday buddy.

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4.What makes you happy:
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6.Do you read my lj:
7.If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
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1.One thing you like about me:
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3.Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you.

I got the Leaf Green, Fire Red games today, to help with some stuff _ayane and I are working on in Diamond and Pearl. I came home and went to grab my Diamond game then I realized....

I couldn't find it

I ended up buying a new one, for 30 dollars, and now I have to start from the beginning. What irritated me even more is I couldn't find Growlithe (according to Gamefaqs and Serebii, he should be located on Route 201 and 202 when Fire Red is inserted into the DS), and I suspect that you can't get him until you beat the game ><. I was actually thinking that starting over was a great idea, since I love training from the beginning a lot more than doing the Exp Share way, but I guess I can't. Ah well, Growlithe SHALL BE MINE, and he will become a mighty and noble ARCANINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \^^/ >o<\^^/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Later, gotz some sleep to catch up on, I get up at 5 ><.

I really should post, since everyone does it more than me.... Well.... I don't know where to start.... oh yeah!

I wrote my first song. The entire guitar is done by me; help from no one else. I am still proud of it, but I know that I still have to make bigger steps in order to be live on stage one day. The song is called "Bomb the D.C." and it talks about so-called "post-punks" (emos and goths) that basically plague our nation's society. It's a cool song. Guitar by me, words written by ~_ayane.

I just recently got back from Georgia. I went to visit my Uncle Ed (great uncle). Believe it or not, he used to be the bassist for this awesome band called "Foreigner", and was the bassist for the first two albums released (I was then told that those two were the ones with all the good songs XD). He was diagnosed with lung cancer some time ago, and was given 3-12 months to live.... BULLSHIT!!!!! No one ever dies (that fast) from cancer. One person was told three years ago he would die in 3 weeks and he's still alive. Another person was given three types of cancer, given three months to live, and then died just a few years ago from a car accident. I don't really believe what doctors tell me. They made up so many illnesses it's impossible for anyone to be completely healthy.

.........I'm confused.

I dion't know what I am doing anymore, or what I am getting myself into. I don't know where I stand among society, my friends, my relationship................... I just don't know anymore.

I wish there were someone that would help me. I wish I knew more about dealing with these situations. I think about what happens- what I do- and I just get these feelings... sick feelings....... I can't keep my head on straight.... my stomach feels like it's about to come up my throat, and my chest would explode.... My legs feel weak.... My head starts to get aches.... And I wish there were someone there to help me....

I wish everything could just be alright but I know it will never stay that way.... But then there only leaves escape....

Krono Hikaru by ~kur0samurai on deviantART

VERY old character (he's drawn at a fairly older age than the comic)

Yesterday meant a year for me and someone special, and I couldn't help but want to surprise her. SO!!

I started planning and shopping for stuff, and decided that I would surprise her with a three-course meal, like at a restaurant. We set up the back house (at her house) as this little table for two and made all the food (well, my friend Sean did). I planned the entire thing, got a few people to help me out, I bought all the stuff..... no one else had any money.... And we all went to the house to start the job, but I kinda felt bad because I had to leave to meet with Kim and left everyone else to work XP. But it was enjoyable. I made up soem riddles in my head that Kim had to figure out, and the answers were places we went to. She enjoyed it, and kept getting nervous over what the surprise might be XD. It was adorable, and I kept wanting to rush and spoil it. It took a little longer then planned, because one of my firends left the candles at his house. They were scented.... So anyway we walked around and visited some of our favourite spots in Amityville, then when it was finally time I brought her to the backhouse where I surprised her with- a TABLE!!!!!!!!!! Then I left to start getting the food. We ate, and she had a great time. First year of many, I would hope. Love you Kimi~